ok but the shower scene (and the scene preceding it) in TKM is so important to me?? and it ain’t just about the bj. first, andrew was prodding neil’s hoodie to see if he was wearing anything underneath and it’s so cute but then! andrew could’ve just let neil wrap himself up with the garbage bags and tape but no,, andrew does it for him, and he does a damn good job too (neil was prepared for pain when he stepped under the shower but was surprised that he didn’t feel a twinge of pain at all like scuse me while i cry about andrew’s meticulousness). and ofc andrew proceeds to wash neil’s hair efficiently and gently (these are canon words, mind you. do you ever cry because andrew is being gentle). BUT what kills me is that andrew takes off his arm bands??? ok so a couple of things: if he was wearing short sleeves, it meant that he was letting neil see his scars. second, even if he was wearing long sleeves, do you realize that he took off his arm bands, you know, the things he carries his knives around in. his weapons. he is letting himself be unarmed in front of neil and im like??? and ofc we have the scene where andrew is only in a towel (and probably his wet pants) while he dries neil and helps him put on clothes…..im just…..do you ever just wanna cry and die