humongousvoidbear:

Things Neil Josten likes about Andrew Minyard that he would die get stabbed before admitting:

  • When Andrew leans in first to kiss him. Oh boy oh boy it’s dangerous how much Neil likes that. How much Neil treasures the trust which Andrew Minyard has placed in him to do something like that.
  • Andrew’s obsession with everything sweet. It’s the one part of him that is so completely unexpected, so not Andrew, the boy who smokes cigarettes like drinking water, the boy who buys Maseratis when he’s fucking nineteen. He would kill for chocolate ice cream.
  • The hand on his neck whenever he’s dying inside.
  • The back which he can lean against when everything else is collapsing.
  • The one constant thing in his runaway life. No matter where he goes, how far he goes he knows Andrew would be there for him. Even if it was just to make sure he doesn’t get himself killed.
  • Andrew’s neck. Neil finds it the most vulnerable part of Andrew’s body and being allowed to kiss it?? That’s another level of dbjdfhydu he can’t handle.
  • The percentage. Everytime he adds another number, everytime it increases Neil feels something he had never dared to hope for.
  • The honesty. He could be unapologetically honest to Andrew without giving a second thought as to what he would think. And for a man who’s lived a lie for most of his life? This is excelsior.
  • The fact that Andrew is three whole inches shorter than Neil.
  • His broad shoulders.
  • “I hate you but that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t blow you.” Don’t fucking tell me Neil doesn’t think bout that every damn day.
  • Everytime Andrew blows cigarette smoke in his face he feels like smiling. How the smell of smoke and ash which used to remind him of his mother now reminds him of the man he shares a house with.
  • How much Andrew threatens him. It’s a daily thing. Neil could say, “I’m going running.” And Andrew would say, “If you get hit by a car, it’s my fault.”
  • The fact that Andrew finds him interesting.
  • Stay.

((send me prompts!))

((Andrew’s version))

humongousvoidbear:

Things Andrew Minyard likes about Neil Josten that he would literally die before admitting:

  • His hands. Andrew would never ever not in a billion fucking years say he likes Neil’s long fingers which look like they are made for playing the piano. Would never tell anyone how unafraid he is of those hands coming close to him because he knows to his very core Neil would never do anything Andrew didn’t want him to do.
  • Neil’s scars. Not in a gross way. They just remind him that Neil has gone through so much, has survived so much and is still a constant annoyance in Andrew’s life. He’s not going anywhere, and as much as Andrew hates that, how can he really hate that?
  • The time when Neil refused to go for Exy practice on Andrew’s birthday, even after Kevin almost killed him.
  • Neil’s hair. How wavy they are. How they are an anchor when Andrew feels like he’s about to drown and never resurface.
  • Their back and forth bickering. It’s another stupid, pointless reason to wake up in the morning.
  • The way Neil always closes his eyes before kissing Andrew, as if he’s living a dream.
  • The way Neil looks while sleeping. Thinking of nothing, his blue irises visible even when his eyes are shut.
  • Neck kisses.
  • The way he can tell Neil anything and Neil would accept it. Like fuck, he could probably tell Neil “I killed someone cos they cut in front of me in the ice cream line.” And he knows Neil would answer, “I hope you hid the body well.”
  • The shared cigarettes. Andrew would never be with someone who detested the smell of smoke.
  • Neil’s biceps and calf muscles. Need I say more?
  • He could listen to Neil talk all day. Andrew suspects it’s why he hasn’t buried a knife in Neil’s gut yet, just cos he likes listening to Neil.
  • As much as he liked the secrets game, he enjoys everything being said even more. Neil knows almost every inch of Andrew’s life, but he didn’t flinch. Didn’t run away from the “monster” Andrew thinks he is.
  • Neil’s mouth. Not that way psshtt who am I kidding totally that way The mouth which has gotten him in trouble more times than he can count. The mouth which can strip you off everything with just a word.
  • “Kevin and I talk about your intricate and endless daddy issues all the time.”. Trust me no one enjoyed that more than Andrew.
  • “It’s always yes with you.”

((Neil’s version))

sirfluffkins:

casual andreil touches:

  • Sitting on a couch, leaning against each others backs and reading or watching exy
  • Neil using Andrew’s shoulder as support while inspecting his shoes
  • Andrew putting a hand on the back of Neil’s neck when they standing at a crowded bar
  • Neil hooking his fingers in to Andrew’s hoodie to get his attention
  • Andrew running his hand over the small of Neil’s back when he’s walking past
  • Forehead touches to check each other’s temperature
  • falling asleep with their fingers intertwined between them
  • Neil softly fixing Andrew’s bed hair
  • Andrew playing with Neil’s fingers when he’s bored

yukapants:

30 Days of Andreil / Inktober Day 3

Prompt: Patching each other up

When Neil’s arms were good, Andrew started on his face. He picked up one of the plastic ends he’d torn off, folded it over and over in on itself, and taped it over one of Neil’s cheeks like a shiny black bandage. Neil was pretty sure Andrew put more tape than plastic on Neil’s face, but Neil wasn’t going to complain.

ajsminyard:

the peak of existence is knowing that of all the times we could have lived we got to do it when andrew ‘i dont talk to anyone ever or look at them when they speak’ minyard talked to neil josten on the back of a bus w/out taking his eyes off him once or tuning out for three (3) fucking hours.