vive-lanuit:

The thing that gets me about Andrew Minyard is … at the beginning of The Foxhole Court I really really didn’t like him. He was an asshole, he didn’t care about anyone (so I thought) and he was just … I just didn’t GET him. And that’s where the Upperclassmen still are, because they don’t care or don’t want to look further (plus: Andrew doesn’t care for anything that would make it easier to approach and understand him). That’s why they still think he’s a soulless monster (EVEYRTIME someone calls Andrew a monster I wanna yell “HE’S NOT!!!!!”).

But we get Neil’s pov. We get to know Andrew better, to get to know him AT ALL basically, and to understand him because Neil does. Because Neil is the first one to care enough and to be curious and persistent enough to do so. Having Neil’s pov gives us the opportunity to read one of the most amazing character arcs/character developments/character designs I ever came across in literature (simply because there is somone who makes the effort to LOOK).

I think I love Andrew Minyard so goddamn much because Neil does. Because I think it’s absolutely impossible to not-love Andrew when you see him through Neil’s eyes – the only eyes that see Andrew for who he really is. And I think this is beautiful.

no-fate-but-what-we-make:

I want to kiss you so
badly my lips burn like cigarettes.

Sitting next to you is
torture if I can’t feel your skin against mine, even briefly.

I want to back you up
against a wall and explore your mouth with mine.

The smallest touches
make me want more, but I know you cannot give it to me.

Kissing you would
mean breaking the façade I’ve held for so long.

I savor every small
moment we have together as if I will be dead by tomorrow.

If people paid more
attention they would notice just how much you mean to me.

I want to feel your
cold hands against my burning skin.

I need you more than
you know.

~The innermost thoughts of Andrew Minyard and Neil Josten