Tag: these books are my entire life

rageofthenerd:

Things that fucked me up in The Foxhole Court series (warning: spoilers):

  • Every single time Andrew did something just because Neil asked

  • “He pressed Andrew’s palm to the ugly scarring across Neil’s abdomen” 

  • Dan’s
    entire existence as the biggest boss in the galaxy

  • “You are a pipe dream.”

  • “I am not a pipe dream.  I’m not going anywhere.”

  • Renee saving Jean

  • Renee doing literally anything

  • Wymack hating that Neil flinches away from him and doing everything he
    can to prove he’s the good male role model Neil deserves???

  • RESPONSIBLE AND CARING ADULTS

  • “You hate me, remember?” “Every inch of you,” Andrew said.  “That
    doesn’t mean I wouldn’t blow you.” ANDREW LMAO

  • SHOWER BLOW JOB/CODDLING/ANDREW FINALLY LETTING GO ENOUGH TO LET NEIL
    SEE HIM FEEL PLEASURE (partly because he can’t bear to leave Neil’s side to
    take care of it alone FUCK)

  • “Yes or no?”

  • VIGOROUS CONSENT and Andreil knowing each other well enough to tell when
    the other isn’t in a good enough place to consent even when they think they
    are??

  • Neil calling Andrew a “drama queen” behind his back
  • Nicky getting the happiness he deserves in Erik

  • “Who’s humanizing who in that relationship, anyway?” NICKY OMFG

  • Andrew
    needing to map every single scar/wound on Neil’s body and Neil letting him
  • Andrew
    saying “I told you not to look at me like that” after Neil stares at him with
    fucking giant anime heart eyes when the sunlight hits his hair
  • Matt
    and his spikey hair (/everything)
  • Casual 3 hour bus chats where Andreil loses track of time smh

  • How fucking short Andreil is???  5 foot **nothing*** is right

  • Neil
    saying he wants a vacation and Andrew almost cutting Kevin’s dick off when he
    tries to get in the way of it

  • BED SHARING IN THE CABIN ffs

  • Honestly that whole woodland retreat with team bonding took me the fuck out
  • “The
    only one I’m interested in is you.”  Demi!Neil is watering every crop in
    my field??
  • “Thank you.  You were amazing.”  (aka me @ Nora Sakavic)