they’ll get there eventually (with blurred skylines, slow dancing in the kitchen, and shared cigarettes)
Tag: otp: stay. (i’m not going anywhere)
I .. got hit by andreil feels once again and that’s the outcome.
HC: Andrew likes to feel Neil’s heart beat under his palm. It has a calming effect on him
(knowing that he is responsible for Neil’s racing heart beat makes it all even better.)
“You’ve got twenty minutes. Let’s keep this orderly and have only one person up at a time.“
“I’m sorry,” Nathaniel said.
“Say it again and I will kill you"
(I did it and they did it with me, my boys)
(revisited)Ships of 2017
↳ Neil Josten & Andrew MinyardStill, it wasn’t until Andrew stepped up alongside him to see what the holdup was that Neil could move again.
“Bee.”
Neil’s blood went cold. “What did you tell her about me?”
“Doctor-patient confidentiality, Neil!But I know she likes you. Bee has a thing for lost causes.”
“I am not a lost cause.”
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Andrew put his hand over Neil’s mouth to shut him up and said, “Liar. But that’s what makes you interesting. It’s also what makes you dangerous. I should know better by now. Maybe I’m not as smart as I thought I was.”(p.s.love this moment. Just think, Andrew told Bee about Neil. Just think he wanted to touch him. Just think how it was hard for Andrew to have feelings for Neil… I just thought he wanted to do something like it)
Andrew dug a finger in Neil’s cheek and forcibly turned his head away. “Don’t look at me like that. I am not your answer, and you sure as fuck aren’t mine.”
Time was nothing. Seconds were days, were years, were the breaths that caught between their mouths and the bite of Neil’s fingernails against his palms, the scrape of teeth against his lower lip and the warm slide of a tongue against his. He could feel Andrew’s heartbeat thrumming against his wrists, a staccato rhythm that echoed in Neil’s veins. How a man who viewed the world with such studied disconnect could kiss like this, Neil didn’t know, but he wasn’t going to complain.
You don’t have to say, “I love you,” to say I love you
❤
im thinkin bout these two
“You appear even-tempered though your looks will deceive
And the sparks are always flying ‘cause you drink for relief
With the heart of a child and the wit of a fool
It’s a wonder why I don’t try to build a wall around you”– Full Circle, Half Moon Run