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[ANDREW] You’re staying with us. If they try to take you away, they will lose.

[DAN] Take you away? To where?

[NICKY] You can’t have him. He belongs with us. 

[ALLISON] What part of ‘go to hell’ do you need us to explain to you?

[MATT] Unless he wants to stay with you, you’d better bring Neil back.

[NICKY] Neil or Nathaniel or whoever. He’s ours and we’re not letting him go.

[WYMACK] Neil. Talk to me. What do you want?

[NEIL] I know i shouldn’t stay but I can’t- I don’t want to lose this.

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a concept:
andrew getting really used to
physical contact from neil

  • he accepted
    neil lacing their fingers together pretty quickly
  • or neil’s fingers in his hair
  • and neil
    kissing him
  • it took him
    a little longer to say ‘yes’ to neil’s hands elsewhere, like his shoulders or
    his chest, but he got there eventually
  • but can you
    imagine
  • when one
    morning in columbia
  • weeks and
    months and maybe even years later
  • neil wakes
    up, on his back, sleep still heavy on his limbs and his mind
  • but after
    like a minute
  • he realises
    that’s not just sleep that’s heavy on his limbs
  • there’s
    hair in his face but he’s just got a haircut so??
  • that’s not
    his??
  • so neil
    opens his eyes
  • and is
    immediately met with a schock of blond hair
  • and slowly
    his mind starts to comprehend that right there
  • right. there.
  • a certain goal
    keeper has his head on neil’s shoulder/chest
  • and an arm thrown
    over neil’s middle
  • and neil’s
    face is still buried in andrew’s hair
  • he can
    smell the faintest trace of his own shampoo that andrew always denies he uses
  • and at some
    point when he was still sleeping he had curled his arm around andrew’s shoulder
    and neck and buried his fingers in his hair as well
  • and neil
    doesn’t dare to move even just an inch
  • but he
    can’t help the stupid grin that forms on his lips
  • and the
    warm, fluttery feeling that bubbles up in his chest and his throat
  • and he
    closes his eyes and takes a deep breath and just relishes the weight of andrew’s head and arm on his body and the
    way his heavy breath ghosts along neil’s collarbone
  • and he
    thinks maybe
  • just maybe
  • one day
    they really are going to be okay

sketchbookhappenings:

My full piece for @giveyourbacktome-zine! I would have loved to spend more time on this, but considering real life emergencies, I’m happy with having managed the three pages! One of my fav scenes, of course. 

All chars and story and dialogue belong to Nora Sakavic.

Go here to check out more info on buying the full zine. I wholly recommend it, all proceeds go towards an awesome cause, and there is SO MUCH ART. SO MUCH. GO GO GO!