every day neil woke up and relearned how to breathe. he gave himself two minutes every morning to calculate his chances of getting caught, weight the benefits of staying wherever he was, and talk himself through his fear.
Canon: Neil has Auburn hair. Kinda close to some shades of brown.
Fanon: LISTEN. Neil is a GINGER. Neil’s Orange Bandana clashes horribly with his Orange Hair. Neil has pale Ginger Skin and Freckles, and his Ice Blue Eyes glow in his face. And WE LOVE HIM.