i get so excited over the thought of neil and andrew just… living. every day. boring days! days where the most eventful thing they do is grocery shop!! neil’s camera roll overflowing with footage of the cats, andrew, andrew WITH the cats, and the foxes! learning and developing as people! neil acknowledging that he’s allowed to like other things than just exy! the both of them watching their favorite tv show in the evenings during dinner! knowing the other’s routine for bed every night! i just love!!!! neil and andrew as happy older men!
this expression update is A LOT ;___; (tv vs. dvd/br)
with his eyes not meeting yuuri’s, it was easy to read insincerity or hesitance into his expression, and i always hated that—it didn’t fit with how i read the episode overall or where i believed their relationship to be at this point. but now! there is so much love in that face! he is tired and the last 48 hours have been an emotional rollercoaster but he has so much love for yuuri and feels so much through yuuri and it all fits now, this face shows exactly where victor is right now and reframes this scene to say what i’d always wanted it to mean
Sometimes writing is like having an enormous lake in your head, and you want to get it out of your head and into a proper place for a lake so other people can come and go swimming and ride jet skis and stuff, except all you have to move the lake is a teaspoon. So you’re just sitting there frantically flinging water out of the lake with your teaspoon and telling people, “Guys, this lake is going to be so cool when it’s done,” but it will never be done. There is so much lake.
I didn’t really expect this to be relatable, but if you wanna reblog, go wild.
“i wish you’d never retire” fucks me up every time……. like its so romantic like yuuri is like “please take care of me until i retire” and viktor off the cuff comes back with -i wish i could be with you forever- like????? goddamn?????? if i was yuuri id be crying too how is that not the most romantic fucking thing youve ever heard holy shit