hmmm – Nothing but My Aching Soul

angelsocialist:

genehiss:

depression apathy is

– walking past your favorite snacks at the grocery store and not having the energy to even want them
– listening to your favorite songs and feeling nothing
– only being able to muster half a smile when your lover finishes telling a joke
– everyone asking you to speak up because your voice feels too heavy to raise
– getting irritated at things that force you to feign interest or participate in small talk
– knowing you’re kind of acting like a dick but feeling too drained to do anything about it

Okay also when someone asks you to repeat what you said and it requires all your energy to say what you just said again even if it was just a few words