Tag: bOI

humongousvoidbear:

Things Andrew Minyard likes about Neil Josten that he would literally die before admitting:

  • His hands. Andrew would never ever not in a billion fucking years say he likes Neil’s long fingers which look like they are made for playing the piano. Would never tell anyone how unafraid he is of those hands coming close to him because he knows to his very core Neil would never do anything Andrew didn’t want him to do.
  • Neil’s scars. Not in a gross way. They just remind him that Neil has gone through so much, has survived so much and is still a constant annoyance in Andrew’s life. He’s not going anywhere, and as much as Andrew hates that, how can he really hate that?
  • The time when Neil refused to go for Exy practice on Andrew’s birthday, even after Kevin almost killed him.
  • Neil’s hair. How wavy they are. How they are an anchor when Andrew feels like he’s about to drown and never resurface.
  • Their back and forth bickering. It’s another stupid, pointless reason to wake up in the morning.
  • The way Neil always closes his eyes before kissing Andrew, as if he’s living a dream.
  • The way Neil looks while sleeping. Thinking of nothing, his blue irises visible even when his eyes are shut.
  • Neck kisses.
  • The way he can tell Neil anything and Neil would accept it. Like fuck, he could probably tell Neil “I killed someone cos they cut in front of me in the ice cream line.” And he knows Neil would answer, “I hope you hid the body well.”
  • The shared cigarettes. Andrew would never be with someone who detested the smell of smoke.
  • Neil’s biceps and calf muscles. Need I say more?
  • He could listen to Neil talk all day. Andrew suspects it’s why he hasn’t buried a knife in Neil’s gut yet, just cos he likes listening to Neil.
  • As much as he liked the secrets game, he enjoys everything being said even more. Neil knows almost every inch of Andrew’s life, but he didn’t flinch. Didn’t run away from the “monster” Andrew thinks he is.
  • Neil’s mouth. Not that way psshtt who am I kidding totally that way The mouth which has gotten him in trouble more times than he can count. The mouth which can strip you off everything with just a word.
  • “Kevin and I talk about your intricate and endless daddy issues all the time.”. Trust me no one enjoyed that more than Andrew.
  • “It’s always yes with you.”

((Neil’s version))