kaatsmcnamara:

you’re too young to be this haunted.

Andrew had nearly killed four men for assaulting Nicky and would have broken Allison’s neck for hitting Aaron, but when it came to crimes against his own person Andrew couldn’t care less. He held his life in less regard than he did anything else.

swifty-fox:

sleepingravens:

swifty-fox:

minyarrd03:

neil and andrew’s first kiss is so important

it’s andrew giving in to an impulse he’s been fighting off because he knows deep down kissing neil would not be anything like kissing roland. because he cares about neil and he hates it but he knows that there’s no turning back now

it’s neil figuring out that he really does want this but still unsure if it’s worth the risk

it’s andrew saying ‘tell me no’ and neil not saying anything because he’s kind of in the middle of a crisis and he wants to kiss andrew, he doesn’t want to say ‘no’ but he can’t say ‘yes’ yet either

and it’s andrew pushing neil away even though he doesn’t tell him ‘no’ because he didn’t say ‘yes’ either and he knows that even if he had neil isn’t in any state of mind to be able to give consent

that kiss on the roof is the start of everything and andrew is terrified of falling but he’s really too late to stop it 

“that kiss on the roof is the start of everything and andrew is terrified of falling ”
No he’s literally terrified of falling. And yet he kisses Neil in a place his is afraid, a kiss that he is scared of initiating.
He acts vulnerably in a place he feels unsafe because he trusts neil

HOW DARE YOU MAKE MY MUMMIFIED HEART FEEL THINGS

but also consider that andrew who has never been given the right to consent is handing Neil that choice here

He’s refusing to become the abuser, to put Neil in that position because he knows what it feels like

Andrew can be selfish at times, he can be violent and inconsiderate and downright cruel but in this moment he is just a vulnerable boy saying ‘they never let me choose, I won’t be like them’ with the way he walks away

And I for one am so damn proud

my boyyyy

How to woo your crush(Andrew edition):

whimsyalice:

  • Buy him clothes and upgrade his wardrobe
  • Make a deal with him to have his back

  • Give him a key to your home
  • Trade secrets with him

  • Get him a matching phone but in his favorite color
  • Make sure that you have matching ringtones
  • Indulge him when he asks something of you
  • Give him the keys to your car
  • Smoke with him on the rooftop
  • Fight the feds for him
  • Tell him you hate him but wouldn’t mind blowing him
  • Actually blow him in the shower but not before gently washing his hair
  • Wear his clothes
  • Getting him matching armbands
  • Choose him over your brother
  • and most importantly:
  • Be an immovable force in his life that keeps him from running

whimsyalice:


“Here’s a real question: how have you survived this long when you’re so violently self-destructive?

Andrew cocked his head to one side in a question. Neil didn’t know if
Andrew was playing stupid to rile him or if Andrew really was oblivious.
Either way it was frustrating. He wondered why no one else had caught
on, or if people noticed and just didn’t care enough to say it. Now that
Neil saw it, though, he couldn’t look past it. Anytime the Foxes
mentioned Andrew’s upcoming sobriety or Andrew’s name popped up in
write-ups on the team’s performance at games, the focus was on what a
danger he was. People talked about his trial and how it saved them from
Andrew. No one said what they were doing to save Andrew from himself.

pjpedream:

“Anytime the Foxes mentioned Andrew’s upcoming sobriety or Andrew’s name popped up in write-ups on the team’s performance at games, the focus was on what a danger he was. People talked about his trial and how it saved them from Andrew. No one said what they were doing to save Andrew from himself.”

foxesrefuge:

‘‘ When you said you were afraid of heights, you were joking, right?
 Andrew you can’t be.
 What were you doing on the roof?’‘

‘‘Feeling.’‘

I know this has been done a million times, but I (an)drew this a couple of weeks ago and felt the need to share it today