Relationships: Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard, Minor or Background Relationship(s)
Characters: Andrew Minyard, Neil Josten, Renee Walker (All For The Game), Mentions of other Foxes, and the cats!
Additional Tags: Future Fic, Fluff and Angst, POV Andrew Minyard, Stream of Consciousness
Summary:
Neil smiles more than he used to.
Andrew has not really thought about this, even though he’s noticed it for quite some time now. He smiles a lot more, especially around Andrew, soft-edged and tantalizing. He grins and laughs without smothering the impulse anymore, without feeling self-conscious and afraid of resembling his father, without worrying how happiness seems out of place among the ravaged skin and frayed ends.
Andrew is only thinking about this now because he hasn’t seen Neil smile in three days.
(or: in which there is a wedding, a quiet morning, a hospital trip, and a lot of kisses and blatant staring, not necessarily in that order)
andrew told neil the truth about the rooftop – he was up there so he could feel something. he’d wrecked his system the last several years between his medication, his alcohol, and cracker dust. drake wasn’t the impact it should’ve been, and the sedatives proust had him on marred those encounters, too.
but this was something real,the way his stomach tightened when he stepped out onto the rooftop and his heart tripped when he got too close to the edge. proof of life, as it were.