Andreil doodles
I had to go through all of my school’s notebooks to find this.
Tag: andreil
Thesis: Andrew likes cats because Neil is basically a cat
Defense:
– hates strangers
– will demand attention if left alone for too long
– runs around at weird hours
– likes maybe 2.6 people on the entire planet
– 11/10 poker face
– would definitely knock Kevin’s cups off the counter when walking by
“Thank you,” he finally said. He couldn’t say thanks for all of it: the keys, the trust, the honesty, and the kisses. Hopefully Andrew would figure it out eventually. “You were amazing.”
happy birthday @orgasmicmilkshakes i love you so much !!!!!! ❤
they were on the bus heading home from a tough win against the trojans when andrew kicked neils shoe to get his attention and mumbled,
“today was interesting”
and neil felt a smile break across his face, so wide it strained against his scars, because andrew had been trying so hard, putting in so much effort to get to a point that he could let himself feel that, and he’s getting there, and he’s incredible.
he curled his fingers around andrews and squeezed, before consciously relaxing his body and leaning further against him, he’s getting there, they’re both getting there and they’re going to be amazing
Neil: At my age, do you know how I’m statistically most likely to die?
Andrew: At the hands of a teammate?
Neil: An accident.
Andrew: That’s how I’m going to make it look.
I feel like I’ve read a lot of hcs about andrew finding neil’s duffle bag and keys and realizing that he must have been taken because he would never leave his keys behind
but consider this: andrew finding the duffel bag and the keys and thinking that neil finally ran away, he finally did it, he left neil josten behind. andrew realizing all at once just how much he wanted neil to stay, how much he wanted neil to stay for him.
andrew remembering neil’s goodbye (thank you. you were amazing) and thinking neil was willingly leaving him with only a thank you, andrew being so fucking pissed and thinking maybe, just maybe, if he had actually acknowledged that they weren’t nothing maybe neil would have stayed.
andrew being pissed at himself for getting attached to this runaway boy. this con artist. this nobody. pissed at himself for believing that he would see andrew as a home.
andrew finding out neil actually didn’t leave him and in fact was kidnapped and tortured and having one tiny, tiny moment of relief before it’s just so much pain, knowing neil was hurt and andrew couldn’t fight whoever did it.
andrew never taking his eyes off neil in the hotel in baltimore and just thinking over and over that he was wrong, neil didn’t leave of his own volition, neil wanted him, neil wanted him. and then neil is faced with the option of going in witness protection – something nathaniel would have killed for, to be away from his father’s men for good and never having to worry again – and he chooses to stay, because andrew and the foxes are home.
andrew failing to correct neil on purpose when he says they’re something because he wants to make sure neil knows he has a reason to stay.
Neil: you can’t spell andrew without ew
Andrew: you’re an absolute jos-TEN
Neil [choking]: you win
Nothing but My Aching Soul 