Kevin has just seen the Ravens’ retaliation with the parking lot and the cars and watched Neil talk Andrew down from strangling Allison so I posit at least one of these three things is happening here (probably more is happening I imagine Kev’s head is a shitshow after that oh honey)
1: Kevin has been reminded of the day he met Nathaniel Wesninski and is trying to reconcile Neil’s face with
- a) tiny Nathaniel, or
- b) The Butcher of Baltimore (ouch, Kevin)
2: Kevin is trying to picture who Neil might have been if Riko had never got his claws in him
- he’s just seen Neil take charge and show an impressive spine
- (Kevin must be goddamn terrified right now but Neil. Neil survived Riko still fighting)
- (what does he have that Kevin doesn’t)
- (Kevin honey you’re so brave I promise, you’re fighting too)
- “you should be Court”
- not to mention Neil showing his moral fiber by refusing to give away Andrew’s secrets
3: Kevin is bisexual
- how do I deal with above confused mess of emotions?
- touch the cute boy’s face
- nailed it
Nothing but My Aching Soul 