hi hello i’m glad you asked.

it’s my first attempt at writing in nicky’s pov – which is a mistake probably since it’s set in that teacher au i wrote last year where i mixed their ages around. so we have a seventeen year old nicky who’s living with an adult andrew, and… well, let’s just say that nicky is very much still healing from all the shit he went through when he lived with his parents and from conversion camp. but he has a good support system now, so not everything is grim and broody. here’s a snippet if you’re interested :’o

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“I’m telling you guys, there’s definitely something between them,” Matt insists for the third time that morning.

“Matt, if there was, I’d already been knew about it,” Nicky rationalizes, also for the third time that morning.

“Bitch, please.” Kyle adjusts his wig, giving himself a once-over in the mirror. “You have a shitty gay-dar.”

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See, Irfan is the first, full-fledged crush Nicky has had ever since – well, ever since he got back from the therapy program two and a half years ago. He’s a senior at Norton High, competes in javelin throws, and rides his dad’s old vespa. He has beefy arms, olive brown skin, and emerald green eyes. Nicky likes him a lot, and he refuses to be ashamed of it.

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let’s hope i can finish it, lol. thank you for sending me this ❤