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humongousvoidbear:

Things Neil Josten likes about Andrew Minyard that he would die get stabbed before admitting:

• When Andrew leans in first to kiss him. Oh boy oh boy it’s dangerous how much Neil likes that. How much Neil treasures the trust which Andrew Minyard has placed in him to do something like that.
• Andrew’s obsession with everything sweet. It’s the one part of him that is so completely unexpected, so not Andrew, the boy who smokes cigarettes like drinking water, the boy who buys Maseratis when he’s fucking nineteen. He would kill for chocolate ice cream.
• The hand on his neck whenever he’s dying inside.
• The back which he can lean against when everything else is collapsing.
• The one constant thing in his runaway life. No matter where he goes, how far he goes he knows Andrew would be there for him. Even if it was just to make sure he doesn’t get himself killed.
• Andrew’s neck. Neil finds it the most vulnerable part of Andrew’s body and being allowed to kiss it?? That’s another level of dbjdfhydu he can’t handle.
• The percentage. Everytime he adds another number, everytime it increases Neil feels something he had never dared to hope for.
• The honesty. He could be unapologetically honest to Andrew without giving a second thought as to what he would think. And for a man who’s lived a lie for most of his life? This is excelsior.
• The fact that Andrew is three whole inches shorter than Neil.
• His broad shoulders.
• “I hate you but that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t blow you.” Don’t fucking tell me Neil doesn’t think bout that every damn day.
• Everytime Andrew blows cigarette smoke in his face he feels like smiling. How the smell of smoke and ash which used to remind him of his mother now reminds him of the man he shares a house with.
• How much Andrew threatens him. It’s a daily thing. Neil could say, “I’m going running.” And Andrew would say, “If you get hit by a car, it’s my fault.”
• The fact that Andrew finds him interesting.
• Stay.

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((Andrew’s version))