cressworthy:

“They never pried, but it took him weeks to realize they didn’t have to. They didn’t ask for secrets; they settled for the breadcrumb truths of day to day life. They knew he hated vegetables but loved fruit, that his favorite color was gray, and that he didn’t like movies or loud music. They were things Neil understood only in terms of survival, but his teammates hoarded these insights like gold. They were piecing Neil together and building a real person around all of his lies. They found the parts of him no disguise could change.”
Nora Sakavic, The Raven King

touchmycoat:

I’ve never read a book that treated its characters with more tenderness, generosity, and sympathy than Benjamin Sáenz’s Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe. Even when the characters don’t think they deserve it, especially when the characters don’t think they deserve it, the narrative holds out cupped hands full of love and patiently waits for them to take it. It makes my heart ache so much; it’s a book that genuinely makes me aspire to be a kinder person.

knitmeapony:

briskeboys:

vikingpoteto:

not to be dramatic, but Okoye telling her bitch ass husband she would end him without hesitation when he tried to manipulate her changed me as a person and cured my depression. 

“would you kill me my love?”

“for wakanda? No question.”

a woman in my theater: “oH I HEARD THAT!!!!”

Listen.  LISTEN.  *cups your face in my hands*  Listen to me.  I have never so perfectly and purely seen a Paladin depicted in a movie as I saw in Okoye.  Lawful good to her core.  Pure, unvarnished loyalty to Wakanda and her people evident in every goddamned motion.  Dignified, graceful, reverent respect for the rules of her country and its greater good.

There is something so beautiful about faith, something that just burns through with a beautiful glow that lights up someone’s eyes and every expression.  There is a confidence and a peace that is both palpable and enviable when faith has been tested and come through intact. You could so hear it in her voice.

Personal shit is great, and I’m glad she was seen in a loving relationship.  The Lone Woman Warrior trope is worn thin, and I’m sure even thinner for black women who are often not allowed to be lovable people on screen.  But the core of the Paladin is ‘there is something greater than I, and I will sacrifice everything for it’, and it was beautiful to not only see that happen on screen but see her proved right, see her win, in one case by not even raising her weapon.  She stood firm in her faith and the narrative said yes, it said this is just, it said your very faith will protect you from harm.  And she’s not seen as hard or cold edged weapon for that.  The imagery around her in that moment is more like a saint or an angel, glowing and reaching out a peaceful hand to a symbol of one of the tribes of her country.  Her country loves her back.

Okoye doesn’t just love her country.  She doesn’t just serve her country.  She doesn’t just believe in her country.  She has unshakable faith in an absolute truth: Wakanda Forever.  

She is elevated for her faith as much as her skill.  

It’s fucking breathtaking.  

the way you say I love you, combine 24,and 23 for andreil?

nakasomethingkun:

23: Through a song + 24: Without really meaning it

Thank you for the prompt! This… is probably not what you wanted, but I couldn’t figure out other ways to make it work aside from this, and then I got carried away and incorporated this amazing au by @requiemofkings – thank you for letting me write a fic based on your au!! – and so here we are. I hope you enjoy ❤

CW: implied self-harm/suicide attempt, references to child trafficking, implied/mentions of violence

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The strobe lights paint the night club in a throbbing mass of purple and blue, the dancing bodies pulsing in and out of the darkness with each flash of light. Techno music pounds in Andrew’s ears like a mallet as he shoulders his way across the dance floor towards the bar, sleek dark wood that curves along two adjacent walls, stocked from floor to ceiling with alcohol. 

Even with his athletic build, Kevin struggles to keep up with Andrew’s exodus from the crowd. The air-conditioning does very little to stop beads of perspiration from forming along Andrew’s hairline. Trapped in a mass of dancing humans and suffocated by body heat, he is reminded of why he has stopped visiting these types of establishments. The long hours and unending pile of cases courtesy of his job only made the decision easier. 

When they’re finally freed from the masses, they keep to the outskirts of the dancefloor and walk along the bar. Andrew flags down one of the bartenders, a petite woman with light brown hair, bright red lipstick, a mini black dress, and a placid expression. 

“What can I get you?”

Before Kevin can open his mouth, Andrew says, “A ginger highball.”

“Got it.”

As the woman prepares the drink, Kevin hisses, “What are you doing?”

“Ordering a drink,” Andrew answers in a bored tone, leaning against the bar. 

“We’re on duty!”

Andrew flicks his fingers up at Kevin as if to say so?

Kevin puffs out his chest, a sign that he is about to unleash a winded lecture on Andrew’s work ethics. Andrew cleaves this chance off with a calm, “Is that him?”

Kevin’s mouth clicks shut as he looks to where Andrew’s eyes are focused on: a stoop-shouldered man clad in all black, standing at the other end of the bar with a broody expression on his face. He looks like the grim reaper if the grim reaper was a lanky man with pale skin, jet-black hair, and knobbly hands that can whip up drinks at an efficient speed. 

“No, that’s not him,” Kevin says, unexpectedly solemn. Andrew lifts an eyebrow at the hard line of Kevin’s lips. There’s a story there somewhere, but Andrew won’t make it easy for him by asking what it is.

The drink arrives as Andrew scans the club. It’s a snazzy two-storey establishment with tasteful decor and tight security; the bouncers at the entrance only let them in because Kevin had muttered a Japanese phrase, some sort of code that let them know that Kevin was on the inside. Until three days ago, Andrew didn’t even know that Kevin was on the inside. In a drunken stupor, Kevin had proposed they go to La Tanière to break through the dead-end in their most recent case. 

“I know somebody there. He could – he could help us out,” he had slurred, slumped against the toilet bowl in Andrew’s bathroom. 

Andrew had been mildly skeptical and mostly incensed, the former due to a couple of incidents where they had been misled by anonymous tip-offs and the latter due to the revelation that Kevin is still in contact with Moriyama people. He shouldn’t really care; their deal ended a while ago and he isn’t responsible for Kevin’s safety anymore. 

At least, that’s how it’s supposed to be. 

But Andrew had acknowledged that they were running in circles, stuck inside a quagmire of a maze, and they had brought the idea to Wymack, the captain of their precinct. His face had hardened, so much so that Andrew had pondered over the possibility of it being stuck that way, but in the end, he had granted them permission to go on with the plan. 

With his gaze flitting over the faces on the dancefloor, Kevin says, “It shouldn’t be too hard to find him, since he’s -”

The music cuts off and a high-pitched squeal erupts from the microphone in the middle of the stage. Instinctively, all eyes travel to the stage on the opposite side of the club, Andrew’s included. A dark-haired woman in a long black dress has the mic, smiling broadly as the dancing ceases. Her voice, when she speaks, is low and calm like an untouched pond.

“Esteemed guests, I present you to tonight’s scheduled performance.” 

With that brief introduction, the overhead lights dim. There’s a ripple of murmur, the sound loud without the music to drown them out. Andrew is taking a slow sip of his drink when a spotlight beams onto a figure at the center of the stage, their top hat obscuring their face. With a gloved finger to their smiling lips, curled like a secret, they tip their head up, the scars on their cheeks made stark by the glaring spotlight. A hands-free microphone curves over their defined jaw.

“That’s him,” Kevin says, but Andrew barely hears him.

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five things

Tagged by @pvrrishes whomst i love very much

5 things you’ll find in my bag: lip balm, wallet, ipod, pen, a packet of tissues, and a bunch of other shit – you name it and i’ll probably have it in my bag

5 things you’ll find in my bedroom: anime merchandise, books piled everywhere, postcards and keychains from places i’ve visited hung on the wall, a crate of snacks, A Lot of bags of various types and sizes 

5 of my favourite things: food!!!!, traveling, coffee, nighttime, solace

5 things i’m currently into: sabotaging my future by procrastinating on grad school applications why am i like this!!, thinking of 101 scenarios for stories that i don’t know if i’ll ever write, going to the gym, aftg (obviously), multilingualism   

5 things on my to do list: finish my fucken research proposal, email a bunch of people about boring but Important things, finish re-reading a wild sheep chase, my laundry, spend money on groceries and bills and rent lmao

tagging @seeingteacupsindragons @sunrise-and-death and anybody else who wants to do it! 🙂

Tagged by the loveliest person on the planet @pvrrishes

rules: tag ten followers you want to get to know better

name: eza
gender: female
star sign: leo
height: 5′5″
age: 21
sexuality: ace
house: slytherin 

what image do you have as your wallpaper? me in london near the big ben

have you ever had a crush on a teacher? don’t think so

where do you see yourself in ten years? uhhh hopefully i’ll have a phd and a job i love  

if you could be anywhere else right now, where? the beach

what was your coolest halloween costume? I’ve never dressed up for halloween 

what was your favorite 90s show? i think little bear was from the 90s

last kiss? lmao

have you ever been stood up? nope

have you ever been to las vegas? yeah. it was super meh for me bc i don’t drink, gamble, or smoke weed

favorite pair of shoes? my combat boots

favorite fruit? i love all fruits i can’t choose one

favorite book? i am incapable of naming one (1) title but i’ll just say the book thief

the stupidest thing you’ve ever done: ate a heavy dinner before going to the local carnival……… 

all-time favorite tv shows: downton abbey i guess. let’s not include any anime or i’ll never stop

the last movie you saw at the theater: love, simon, which i’m gonna see again tomorrow!!

tagging @jsteneil @aminiyard and anybody else who’s interested in this!!