rageofthenerd:

Things that fucked me up in The Foxhole Court series (warning: spoilers):

• Every single time Andrew did something just because Neil asked

• “He pressed Andrew’s palm to the ugly scarring across Neil’s abdomen” 

• Dan’s
  entire existence as the biggest boss in the galaxy

• “You are a pipe dream.”

• “I am not a pipe dream.  I’m not going anywhere.”

• Renee saving Jean

• Renee doing literally anything

• Wymack hating that Neil flinches away from him and doing everything he
  can to prove he’s the good male role model Neil deserves???

• RESPONSIBLE AND CARING ADULTS

• “You hate me, remember?” “Every inch of you,” Andrew said.  “That
  doesn’t mean I wouldn’t blow you.” ANDREW LMAO

• SHOWER BLOW JOB/CODDLING/ANDREW FINALLY LETTING GO ENOUGH TO LET NEIL
  SEE HIM FEEL PLEASURE (partly because he can’t bear to leave Neil’s side to
  take care of it alone FUCK)

• “Yes or no?”

• VIGOROUS CONSENT and Andreil knowing each other well enough to tell when
  the other isn’t in a good enough place to consent even when they think they
  are??

• Neil calling Andrew a “drama queen” behind his back
• Nicky getting the happiness he deserves in Erik

• “Who’s humanizing who in that relationship, anyway?” NICKY OMFG

• Andrew
  needing to map every single scar/wound on Neil’s body and Neil letting him
• Andrew
  saying “I told you not to look at me like that” after Neil stares at him with
  fucking giant anime heart eyes when the sunlight hits his hair
• Matt
  and his spikey hair (/everything)
• Casual 3 hour bus chats where Andreil loses track of time smh

• How fucking short Andreil is???  5 foot **nothing*** is right

• Neil
  saying he wants a vacation and Andrew almost cutting Kevin’s dick off when he
  tries to get in the way of it

• BED SHARING IN THE CABIN ffs

• Honestly that whole woodland retreat with team bonding took me the fuck out
• “The
  only one I’m interested in is you.”  Demi!Neil is watering every crop in
  my field??
• “Thank you.  You were amazing.”  (aka me @ Nora Sakavic)