nakasomethingkun:

This is my gift for @sunrise-and-death as part of @aftgexchange, with the prompt “Neil actually taking the time (now that he can) to figure out his feelings about his appearance, sexuality, and/or anything else like that.” I…ended up mostly projecting myself onto him, but I sincerely hope you’ll like this little thing I wrote for you :’) I hope you’ll have a wonderful winter ❤ 

tw: mentions of past abuse

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It doesn’t bother him.

Really, it doesn’t.

That’s what Neil is trying to convince himself to believe.

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