humongousvoidbear:

Okay but “Dont look at me like that. I’m not your answer and you sure as fuck aren’t mine.” is the single most heartbreaking and savage thing I’ve ever heard. Like can you imagine the feeling Andrew must’ve gotten when he saw Neil actually looking at him like that. That one moment when someone actually felt something for Andrew which wasn’t pity or disgust or lust(okay it was a little bit lust but IDC) and how he must’ve felt cos someone finally finally was looking at him and seeing him not as he portrayed himself to the world but as he was?? And I’m sure as fuck that would’ve scared him shitless?? Can you imagine how terrifying it would’ve been for him to know that someone was seeing him and that person wasn’t scared of him or his apathy and wasn’t running away? And the fucking hilarious irony of that line,,,,,Neil is his answer and he is Neil’s as well,,,,,,,and gdsioshehdiskdbf and just I’m gonna go cry over andreil for 4683 hours bye