d-quintana:

i find it hilarious the amount of energy that andrew put into denying his feelings for neil to himself. once he comes back sober and realises it wasn’t the drugs he’s still like ‘this is nothing’ over and over and over and it’s like… andrew is way too self aware not to know that he’s in love or at least if he doesn’t believe in ‘love’ exactly, that neil is important to him and there’s something real between them but he’s either too petty or too scared to admit it to himself so instead he throws neil’s keys off the roof