dogelevator:

prettyjosten:

sk8rghost:

‘You were supposed to be a side effect of the drugs’ is probably the most heartbreaking thing I’ve read in a long time tbh.

#OOOOHH SHIT HERE I GO #can you just #imagine being andrew and you spend all of your days high on court mandated meds #and theres this boy in front of you and you start to fucking ///feel/// things for him #on the meds he just feels highs and lows and manic all of the goddamned time #so when these feelings start he thinks its gotta be the meds #because he cant get a grip on the feelings enough to call them a solid real thing #and why would he try to get a grip anyway feelings are what got him into this mess #but then he leaves and hes taken off the meds #and he goes off the a facility thats supposed to help him #but turns into his own personal hell #and while hes being forced to confront nightmare after nightmare he has to hold on to something #he thought neil and his feelings for neil were just a side effect #but they turn out to be the only thing that gets him through the torture they put him through #him admitting that to neil when he gets back his HUGE and youre damn right its heartbreaking #because he wasnt supposed to hold onto this feeling for neil #it wasnt supposed to be there when he was sober #hes going to get hurt or fucked over and this wasnt supposed to happen #neil was supposed to be a side effect #neil was not supposed to be a reason to get up in the morning#and hes so sure he doesnt get to keep this#you were supposed to be a side effect is the most heartbreaking #im sad now and i have to go to the dmv #yes hello sir register my car sorry im CRYING MY EYES OUT (tags by @cabeswaterlovesthem)

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