this might have derailed a bit yikes
- for the first few months of practices andrew was just eerily apathetic. he’d block the goal, mostly, and run drills, (still better than most but obviously without any serious effort,_ but he never said anything, he never seemed to even break a sweat, and he was out of the change room almost before anyone noticed he was in there
- its sort of unsettling like he has a presence on the team but barely
- and then
- its mid game, some motherfucker from the other teams taunting andrew making gross homophobic comments at him
- andrew doesn’t react once
- even his teammates, who don’t know or care for him really, are getting pissed off at this guy
- there’s like 4 seconds left in the game this guy really needs to get a rise out of andrew so that his team can make a goal to tie the game, because they’re losing
- he says ‘bet he looks so good bent over, eh?’ (because after aaron’s trial everyone knows about drake my poor son)
- he plays it off like it’s directed at a teammate not at Andrew
- 2 seconds. Andrew blocks the last pass they make, hits it so far up court no one could bring it back and lunges at this guy
- he’s got him down on the ground with a knife pressed under his helmet to the bottom of his jaw
- the buzzer rings
- andrew has to be torn away from this guy, who’s nearing a coma at this point
- andrew turns on one of his teammates, the one who’d pulled him off and wraps a hand around his neck, making sure he feels the knife in his armband
- “don’t put a leash on me”
- the rest of the team backs off immediately, and he lets him go
- by the time that’s done the other teams left the court completely and he can’t murder that guy like he wanted to
- next practice is tense, his whole team is afraid of him
- one of them mutters something like ‘fucking psycho’ and andrew aims a rebound at him so hard he gets knocked over, winded
- he pretends like he didn’t even know he was there
- there are five more knife situations, and over a dozen other physical altercations, both on and off the court by the time neil going the team two months later
- and then: Neil